Stories So Far.

My personal regenerative journey.

Wait, where have I been when? And what happened there that I want to remember? Sometimes, in order to make memories stick, let information become experience and knowledge, you need to write them down. I need to write them down. To be able to go back. To be able to reflect. These are insights, moments, and anecdotes about life, travels, and the people I have met and don’t want to forget.

Give kindness to yourself. – Midlife reflection Part 1

The mountain wasn’t happy. I was shuffling against wind, fog, snow, and rain. I couldn’t see much. I was so new to skiing that the bad visibility made me either fall or continue snail-like slow.  For hours, I followed red crosses. „I must be there soon“, I thought. The lack

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As well as.

For the longest time, I thought | just had to find the *right job*, the right field of work, and that would be it. I would just get really good at it and stay with it. But I never dia. After a couple of years of immersion in each field,

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Between years.

Sometimes you wake up or stop in your tracks and everything you did in the past year seems like a distant past, like a different self, like a dream. This morning is one of these days. For the last 5 years, I worked in regenerative agriculture, around management, as well

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Finding the North Star.

I remember the night when I found it. I had looked at the night sky for years, maybe for decades, but always needed someone else to point it out to me. That night was different. After a really good community event, we went for a night walk. It was one

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Seeking sense-fulness.

Experience. We learn through experiences. We change how we do things or even adapt our worldview through experiences. We can relate to others when we have similar experiences as they do. There is only so much that we can learn or use from information. If we don’t make it into

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Developing your grazing strategy

So, what is Holistic Planned Grazing? Is it Mob Grazing, is it AMP grazing? Is it rotational grazing? But it’s definitely not continuous grazing or? The answer is yes and no. Most of the above are systems with a set of rules or guidelines that might work better or worse

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Brittleness, tools, and funding yourself.

The last 6 days, I spent in Spain at an advanced, deep dive workshop into Holistic Management. Three different ecoregions with four different farming operations to see and listen. Seeing what different tools like (over)rest and (over)grazing do in brittle and non-brittle environments just 50 km apart was fascinating yet

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The city and its overwhelm

It’s 04:30, and I can’t sleep anymore. I’ve been lying awake for an hour, listening to the wind outside the van and to the whirlwind of thoughts inside my head. I am back in Germany for less than 24 hours, and my brain is completely overstimulated. The intensity of conversations,

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To show up in the world.

Coming back from the off-grid hike in the very north of Sweden, I also came back with a fresh look at my digital work. When I sat on the bus back from the hike, I was almost scared to be back in mobile service. To be present again on platforms

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