Today is one of these relapse days where I can’t see well with my right eye. Well, in the outside world I actually can. But it’s the digital screens where I have it blurred all over and can’t read a line no matter how big the font is. I am wearing blue filter glasses with a bit of prescription to support my left eye and yet, it bothers me.
I can feel something is off.
My right eye has always been my stronger side. Until last February when it suddenly wasn’t anymore and it started a whole year of a personal regenerative journey.
I feel a bit like Frodo Baggins whose wound from the Morgul Blade at the weathertop hurts at every anniversary.
What is my body telling me? Is it a sign that I’m falling back into old patterns? Or a reminder to pursue the recovery paths with the slowly building healthy habits? Or is it just a sign of common sense?
My body is saying what my mind knows.
“Get off these gadgets, get off the screens. Go outside. Feel the breeze on your skin. Hear the snow falling of the spruces in the wind and the song of the bullfinch.”
